- 追加された行はこの色です。
- 削除された行はこの色です。
Delurking I am so, so sorry. Most of your pain I cannot cmoprehend, but I do know this kind of loss. From the moment you see that little plus sign on the test, you're a mommy and that's your baby. It's growing inside you but also starts growing in your heart. You start imagining that child's future laid out before you, making plans, thinking what he or she will be like. It hurts so much to lose that little person you never got to meet, and it's little consolation that it wasn't meant to be. You were a good mama to that little stranger and he/she would have been so lucky to land in your family. My second pregnancy was colored by the loss of the first, but right now my little boy is sleeping upstairs in his crib. I like to think, now that I have some distance from my loss, that this is the baby that was meant for me. I will send positive energy your way and hope you'll soon be expecting a healthy baby. I hesitated even to post anything for fear of saying something that wasn't helpful, but you write you heart out for your readers and I wanted to tell you I was sharing your pain and thinking of you.
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