Dlysxduj のバックアップ差分(No.1) - PukiWiki by illuminum

I'm so sorry, Heather. I had a miscarriage in November of 2010 and remeebmr feeling that way too at first .nothing. It just leaves you shellschocked. I woke up in the middle of the night to discover what had happened (after having a VERY vivid dream that I had miscarried), and then I went into robot mode. I calmly told my poor husband that our baby had died, got dressed and went to work at 5 am. He begged me to stay home he was so worried and sad. I got in while it was still dark out, sat down at my desk and just started crying hyterically. When we went in for our ultrasound to confirm later that day, I was just numb again. Almost in self-protection mode. The emotions came pouring out over the next several months and they still do sometimes, even though we now have a healthy baby boy. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better. Just know that me and lots of your readers can *truly* empathize, and will be thinking of you and Mike as you work through this sad time. Lots of love


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